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So, it seems that Patreon is making a few changes to its system to "better help creators" as they say. It requires changes in their rates so that they might better provide a means for creators to get their patrons. Honestly, I have no patrons, mostly because the people that watch me can't afford to do it. *shrugs* I get it, I chose Patreon because I hoped that it would help me with my bills. However, I don't really know what these changes will mean for me. I don't know if I want to try any other avenues like Kofi, which I've heard really great things about, because of the fact that since I don't have any patrons in the first place.

I'm not going to quit Patreon just yet because I can't accurately see how these changes will affect me. I'm already working on redoing my Patreon so that it's more cohesive as well as more appealing to any future possible patrons. I mean, why patron me if it doesn't look like you're going to get something out of it? That right now is my thought process. I want to entice future patrons by showing them that I am worth being patroned for. I will give them something worth their time and their money. So, that's why right now my Patreon page has no activity going on right now.

In other news of my life, I'm getting out of a major art block that I've been fighting for months now. Ironically, it's trying to get into DnD that has me inspired and making sketches of possible characters. It's just finding the time right now. I've been getting more hours at work, which I'm not going to complain about because it's really been helping live better paycheck to paycheck. You gotta do what you gotta do, you know?

Despite the more hours, my husband has recently found an article that suggests that my place of work might be going bankrupt in the near future. This and the fact that we plan to move near the fall of this year has me concerned and working to make a new portfolio in order to find work where we'll be moving. I gave myself a hefty deadline for my portfolio, but if my position in this job is compromised, I need to have a fallback. I don't know if I'll make my deadline, but I'm hoping. Please wish me luck... I'm really going to need it.

All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.
~Edgar Allan Poe


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Frustrations

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Why is getting health insurance so hard? Why am I going to be punished for the fact that I can't even afford the simple of packages? It's times like these that I truly hate the government. If anyone lives in Texas and knows of a good place to get health insurance, I am all ears because I can't afford for half of my taxes to be taken from me as punishment for not having health insurance. Yes, you read that right, I said, HALF. I can only imagine how much more money they'll take when taxes come around this time.

On that note, I'm hurting for cash real bad. Please, please, if anyone could commission me or at least let others know that I am accepting commissions. I would very much appreciate it.


Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, 
wondering, fearing, doubting,
dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.
~Edgar Allan Poe


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Just to let everyone know, no, I'm not dead. I've been searching for a new job that would hopefully be full time. I can't afford my one part time job, and having two part time jobs might cause a conflict in schedule. I haven't been having much luck, not for lack of trying. My roommate, bless her soul, she's been trying to help me find jobs where I'd be able to use my major, or at least my minor, doing design work. I've also been trying to sell some of my ties on Facebook to condense on the amount of junk that I have.

On top of that, I wanted to let everyone know that I do have commissions open should anyone wish to commission me. I'm hoping to get back in the swing of doing my art again, start HvA up again, and maybe start selling things on TeePublic. I'm hoping to make myself more productive. I've already started going to go to the gym to make myself more healthy. Wish me luck, all.

My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite. 
~William Shakespeare


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A Little Issue

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Okay, so I am unable to get my Mac to start for me, which is frustrating on so many levels right now. I won't be able to put art up on here like I used to, but I am so happy that I was able to get my commission done. I still have an art trade to do, though and I have no way to do it because my computer that has Photoshop is down. If anyone knows whether or not there is an Apple store in Dallas or Fort Worth, I might be able to get it checked when I go in June, but if not, I might have to figure something else out. Wish me luck.
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I haven't done much on here as of late. I've had to get a second job in order to be able to survive after bills and even then I'm not doing so good. I know, world's tiniest violin. I ended getting a second job at McDonald's and I hate working in the food industry. With both of these jobs, I have been so completely drained on energy that I haven't done any artwork. I got offered a full time position at my other job at OfficeMax, but since two other coworkers in my section are planning on leaving, they ended up giving it to the other guy because they couldn't afford to lose me in the Print Department. I mean, it's nice to know that I am needed so much, but it feels like I'm just going nowhere. I'm not working in the industry I want. The major corporations that I have applied for have not even responded to my applications. I don't know what I am even doing with my life anymore. I feel like so many other people my age, I guess... Two go-nowhere jobs, bills that wipe out my paychecks, and a government that only cares about lining its own pockets. It would be nice to work with one of the big guys like Disney, Dreamworks, Pixar, or even Sony Pictures Animation, but with Disney outsourcing their jobs, and no one else replying to my applications, it makes me wonder... Am I even good enough?

*sighs* I've bothered y'all enough with my drama, especially when I know that y'all have y'all's own to worry about. Thanks for listening to me rant... if any of you have anyway.


"When we graduate from childhood into adulthood, we're thrown into this confusing, Cthulhu-like miasma of life, filled with social and career problems, all with branching choices and no correct answers."

~Felicia Day



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